nnathaas - december 2014

Onsdag. Middle finger when it comes to life, act like I don't really give a fuck

Don't wear my shades to be cool
I wear them to hide my tears from you
What's inside they never expose
They only see what the camera shows
 
It's like the whole world's getting at me
Tryin to make everyone happy, that ain't me
Walking around, wearing a smile, but deep down I'm really fucked up, this ain't me
I don't wanna quit, tryin to hang with this
And figure out who the hell I am
I don't mean to make you run away
But I don't wanna forget to be me
 
The truth is I don't wanna lose you
But I don't wanna lose me too